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[Apr. 21st, 2008|12:58 pm] |
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| Many Thoughts. |
[Apr. 14th, 2008|05:06 pm] |
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| | Big Brovaz - Baby Boy | ] |
Many things running through my mind
This week, there were so many things going through my mind. The thought of going to Australia is starting to scare me. One reason why, is because my Bf isn't going with me anymore. The thought of living alone, having no friends, becoming and transforming into an introvert person is starting to dawn on me. I've to face everything alone, when I'm so dependent on people around me. It's not that I'm not independent, it's more of the thought of loneliness is scaring me. No one likes to be lonely. When I went over to T3 with Sister on Sunday, We were talking about Australia and I nearly teared. I've to leave everything in Singapore for 1 and a half years. Yes, I know I sound like a big cry baby now, but I've so much in Singapore, I have everyone here, Everything and my life is here. OMG.
But, on a happier note, I snipped off my "really long" hair and got the style I wanted. :D It's finally short and layered just like the good old days. However, M feels weird because it seems as though we are Pure Bungs dating :) hahaha It's super funny. But M, I really love my hair!
Speaking about hair, While M was snipping off his hair, I came across an article in Cleo. There was this article about this man, who was so possessive, when he thought his wife was sleeping around when actually she was just hanging out with her male friends, he went crazy and got his friends to tattoo her body. And mind you, it was not professionally done, so it was illegal and he actually wanted the tattoo artist to tattoo her breasts and even tattooed her stomach, ONE WAY and an arrow pointing to her crotch. That is horrible please. Not only that, the guy actually tattooed her whole arm, both arms, stars which looks like as though a child went to doodle all over her whole arms. It was horrible to read and realise how cruel men can be. Why would anyone want to do such a thing?
Man, the things people do just to keep someone beside them. I think it's just crazy. Love shouldn't be this way. Holding on to something or something that wasn't made for you would make things painful for both parties. One thing I learnt , Life is about accepting and moving on. Accepting the fact that the person doesn't belong to you , and move on.
Ok I am starting to sound all love-consultant-ish. I shall leave you guys with this...
Please call 999 if you have an abusive boyfriend or girlfriend.
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| Sunway Trip, all ready to view |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|03:28 am] |
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| | God Bless the Broken Road | ] |
Hotel Beds
Hello all, It's tuesday and yes i'm two days late (if you are a regular reader you would realise I am late by two days). Anyway, I'm back from my Malaysia trip, and I'm missing it already. I miss Malaysia and it's cheap Sakae and the cheaper clothes. However, What i really miss the most is the Hotel bed there. Why? It's so soft, the sheets are really comfy and what's even better, it's super killer cheap. For 3 nights, it only costed 200 Sing Dollars, which means around 60+ for one night? In Singapore, it costs up to 280 for a decent hotel room. My goodness.
Sunway lagoon was great, the rides were relatively fun and Benson was the cutest because he thought it would be scary for one of the rides, but after much persuasion, we all went for the slide by which you had to hold on to a mat. After that ride was over, I asked Benson if he was alright, he said " I'm ok! Let's Go again!" haha. It was super cute.
When I went up, I really missed my Bf and also I felt bad for leaving her in Singapore to slog over Pico Art work and all. She had to stay up till 2am plus and what not. love, you were really missed when I was up there. :)
Oh yes, remember I was panicking over the fact that my menstruation would clash with the trip. Just when I woke up on Monday morning after typing that entry, I had my menstruation. whoooo! So, when Friday approached when it was time to dip in the waters of Malaysia, I was almost done! However, I had my first experience of wearing a fucking tampon. I hate tampons, even though it's all hygienic and all, but it really feels damn weird, I don't know about you girls out there, but Tampons for me is....OMG. But, I have like 30 tampons with me now so for the rest of my 3 months, I'll be tampon-ing (damnit)
Ok it feels damn weird to post about my menstrual cycle, but oh well, this is where I rant :D
So Enough of my chitter chatter, I know you wanna see images and visuals
So let's roll.
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| I r worrywart yue |
[Mar. 31st, 2008|03:04 am] |
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| | Even if - 2 be 3 | ] |
I'm such a worry wart.
Hello all. I'm back with more updates about my working life, and my social life. Yup, this week has been one of the most intensive and hectic week. 2 jobs within a week. However, I know that Bf is going through a worser period as compared to me. She worked the whole week, including saturday and sunday. Bf, please take care alright. Pico is driving her crazy. : /
This week, I've been worrying about a few things, here are the few things I've been worrying about:
- Whether we would get the hotel room when we go up to sunway (not worried anymore)
- Whether my menstruation would come on the 3rd and destroy my sunway plans (still worried :( )
- Whether M would have enough and all (still worried)
- Whether I could wake up on time for Sat and Sunday's job (couldnt sleep properly, but I managed!)
- Whether I can cope with ESPN Mobile show, and The Field Report show (it went well , not worried)
- Whether I entered the timings correctly for the shows I did (not worried, because I watched the show on TV)
- Whether my passport was with me or with daddy (nearly died because both of us couldnt find it, until daddy searched thoroughly)
- Whether I would get accepted into other universities (sigh)
- Whether I would survive in Australia, whether I would be alone. (double sigh)
- Whether I would have enough money to last me through and support whoever I need to support. : /
The Odds claim that I'm such a worrywart, everything also worry like crazy. Which is true, I wonder if that would prevent my menstruation from coming later. I heard stress evoke changes in your menstruation cycle. Emmmmmmm....
This week, is the grand celebration of mother turning 48, in advance! :) Well, because it is the weekend, plus I'm going over to sunway. We went over to the The French Stall and had woah, lots of Wonderful French Cuisine. Well, mummy, happy brithday! you're the coolest mum I ever known, because you do the things that no normal mum would. I love you mummy
So undercut, visuals on the 8th, Work, Food, Night cycling with M, the Odds airport madness, Mummy's celebration.
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| Lots of Good mornings |
[Mar. 24th, 2008|03:49 am] |
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| | I'm watching friends :) | ] |
Body Clock
Good morning citizens! I'm up early at 6.09am to finish up my entry. I was busy, staying up, trying to complete the 4th season of the TV Series Friends. I totally love that show to death. Well about this week, there's so much changes. My body clock, my lifestyle, my relationship with M, decisions that were made.
I changed my body clock, back to the normal timing, (except today - Monday morning) reason being, I'm going to work. Yup, side along side with my Bff. Working at the same office, sitting on the same desk, is just hilarious. All the hilarious jokes we share, all the smells we put through together, pure sheer nonsense. Oh yes, plus lunching with the 2, plus Tisa's shock when she saw my eating patterns. haha Oh man, work is going to be woah. I've really started on any projects and basically, for the past 2 days I've been just bumming around and doing nothing. But, as tanya says, wait next week.
My lifestyle has changed, in a sense that I've lesser time to party and laze around. Working 2 jobs aint easy i guess. Next week is just intense for me. I'll be working from Tues to Sunday. Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother having 2 jobs - and its not that I wanted 2 jobs, it just came naturally. I hope I do not die of exhaustion anytime soon. But think of all the $$, ahhhh. Worthwhile.
Time is running short for M and I as acceptance letters might start to roll in, and even though I just got one, things aren't confirmed. Funny thing was when I heard that B got into the same school as I did, I was elated! But reality struck when I told my sister and mummy about it, and they just didn't know how to react. They were happy I got the letter, but they really didn't want me to leave this place so much. Out of no where, reality just came crashing through my mind. i have so much in Singapore, I can't imagine leaving everything behind.
M and I have been through a rough patch this week, and it turned out pretty ugly for some reason. Drink night people know what happened and It's such a small matter, but sometimes, the littlest things indicate the most serious things in life. That's what kept me thinking. But, oh well, everything worked out fine.
Now, How could I forget, It was Easter! whoooo! God has risen from the dead! :) I've to thank the Lord for everything he has given me. He has bless me with a wonderful relationship with my family and that my family is getting closer. Not only that, my graduation projects have settled down, I've received my first letter, and I'm thankful for all my closest heartfelt friends around me. and not forgetting my M :)
So Lord, Praise you, and Forgive me , for I've sinned.
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